too many times you have been high 
too many times you ran away and need to cry 
too many times your body lies awake 
too many times these pills you take 

too many times you’ve woken up depressed 
too many times you put your life to the test 
too many times you’ve taken this trip 
too many times you have slipped 

too many times your body can’t take 
too many times you’ve made a mistake 
too many times you haven’t realized 
too many times your mind became paralyzed